It's been 4 weeks since school term started. So you ask me... what have I learnt in school so far? Absolutely nothing learnt, I admit. It's the old ususal self of me to ignore studies again.
Study for what? Since I managed to pass all my subjects and modules over the past years even without listening to the lessons at all. Seriously, I have to say it's so really impossible to pass any of my modules at all with such attitude towards studies. And after certain exams paper I took I know myself I'm so definitely no chance gonna pass it. But? Lucky?? No. Instead I believe is God's mercy on me. Really Thank God for it (:
But getting a pass grades is enough? Acutally, all I want is just a Diploma certificate and had never intended to go University for further studies. Therefore I have always this mindset, "so there's no need to work so hard and get good grades huh". In fact, I had never absent or took took any MC for school over the past few years. But then why bother even going to school if I dun listen during lessons? This same question kept appearing in my mind this few weeks and I'm seriously wondering why am I still in school for? So why am I not making any effort to study since I'm in school already and my parents are working so hard for money just to pay for my school fees? The very first few excuses came up my mind which were studies are boring and I'm not interested on it, so I can't be bothered. Indeed, thats many other students face too, studies are boring and not interesting at all. But I still met many they could prioritise their time well to study and to play , which I think I lack off. I always have this heart but no strength to change.
Maybe the greatest gifts for this coming Mother's day is to change this whole attitude of mine? I hope so.
