You had never thought things will turned out this way right? Unexpectedly, isnt it? Should you not realise this day will come. Everything for you had always went smoothly and steadily. Seems impossible. But until the day you had yearning for, your big day, supposingly it will be the same going smooth and steady but somehow instead its your day of downfall. You screwed it. Now its a total mess. The time which things ain't simple anymore. You lost.