No one loves you. You don't love yourself. And thats when the jealousy begins. This jealousy perpetually consumes you which gradually turns into hatred. Apparently, that friendly sugar coating of you can't sweeten the selfishness inside you. You think you're more important then anyone else. So that complex of yours is a bruise on the tomato of your soul. Nothing will change. You'll just go on hating yourself and being jealous of everybody else.